insanity

it was so real… in my dream i lost control over myself… i was actually in it. i felt what happened and i thought but i couldn’t control my body. i was like in a prison. and the other real thing… i lost somebody i love out there. it was so horrible. i really did, but not only in my dream. not only in my dream i couldn’t control myself. it was very different from the reality. it semed that somebody controlled me. i laught but deep inside i cryed for help. i’ve never felt this way. i woke up. it was like i was blasted away from my dream. it was just gone… i noticed for the first time in my life that i was alone in my bedroom and i really felt it. it… as if something inside me took everything worthy in my soul away in my dream and made me act as i did.