05/13/2009

I’m back … the spark that i seem to have lost has been reignited.  The music in my life isnt falling apon deaf ears, instead its filling my soul with joy, with passion with a desire for life. 

What was lacking was self worth … but you know what … im pretty damn special, and those who can’t notice it … don’t deserve any of my energy.

I smile at my 4 month old niece and she smiles back … i smile bigger and she grins wider and pokes her tongue out …. i start laughing and she squeals with delight and shakes her fists with excitement …. i lean in and kiss her and she cant help but slobber her goofy grin all over my face.

That is love.

Human nature at its most beautiful … to love and be loved in return.
I feel rather special to have it in my life …. my self worth is returning, and with it is the lack of patience for certain negativities of others.