Sucktober keeps on sucking

A psychic told me october would be the month … i would finally meet someone and this someone would be THE someone, and that i would be happy in celebrations, that i had done my time for the past 2 years and things were moving ahead for me.

And anytime casie or heidi have read my cards since the same things keep coming out.

I think she must of gotten the year wrong for october.

Well atleast i am happy.  Anxious about going to the stupid engagement party on saturday and seeing certain people i once believed where very close friends but as i once again learnt the hard way, it wasnt so.  Although – odd thought, i am a lot happier and stressfree with out them in my life.  Odd .. and another odd thought, in the 12 weeks since i have seen them, since liss last picked me up at the airport, i look different … hmmm .. maybe its just because i feel so different that it alters how i percieve myself. 

In other news my belly pains are back, but im ignoring them.