here again.

3 months .. didnt realise it had been so long, i went through a major time were i just couldnt write anything, i came here religously and read everyones diary on my fav list, but never noted, i dont know why – but didnt feel right in commenting, maybe the fact that since i was so silent in my life that maybe i shouldnt speak up in others.

The past week of my life has brought so much hurt and pain that im stunned that i can actually sit here so level headed and smile, but then i would rather smile than sit here and waste tears over someone and something that really just doesnt deserve them.

I realised i could start writing again a few days ago, i was have a holiday in queensland with my best friend when i walked past a table of books, and on it was the most beautiful purple note book, i just had to buy it, and ever since  i have been writing in it religously, so i thought i could come back on here … hopefully i havent been forgotten, and if i have been …

then hi, im Ami, soon to turn 26, recently had my heart crushed and may infact have cancer, but thats ok … theres still beauty in my world to make me smile.