Doing what is right

" The dangerous thing about listening is that you don’t really know the effect it’s going to have. "

-Tori Amos

I haven’t written in forever. I don’t have time to. I am always busy or I am sleeping. LOL I even forgot that tonight was Reiki and I wouldn’t known if it wasn’t for Elizabeth leaveing a message that she wouldn’t be able to make it. How sad is that? Well shit is really hitting the fan here at work. Toni is putting the pressure on and I am trying to stand up for what is right even though the kids think I am wrong. I know he want’s me to drop the charges but I don’t plan on it . I don’t think it would be for the great good for anyone. I can’t find any reason that would be good other than that of pleaseing a few people. I mean he is being really being a con artist but thank god my father was one of those. LOL Right now I know I am being a pain in his ass. He has been trying to talk to me since it happened. He happen to get a hold of me this morning useing a number I didn’t reconize. He told me that I was needing to meet with the head honcho Karen at 10 this morning that she wanted to talk to me. Then he was telling me things I knew was un-true. I drop by Tina’s house and talked with her. She in turn called Karen and low and behold there was no meeting set. Pretty much it was him trying to get me to meet with him so he could intimidate me. Well needless to say I didn’t go. I didn’t call and cancel or nothing. I don’t take kindly to shit like that. He is suppose to be a case worker and well that has nothing to do with me other than I am pressing charges against his girl. He favors her and I understand why he is behaving the way she is but lying is not good no matter how you use it. I have Tina helping me out so I can stand my ground and Karen keeps telling me I won’t lose my job for pressing charges. So hopefully that is true. I have to stand up for what is right because right now the kids in the shelter a waiting to see what I am going to do. If I will stand for what I believe in and what kind of role model I will be in the end. Well I will have to write later when I have more time to explain the whole story and what is going on. Keep me in your thoughts.

Tinka