At my aunts we go

I ended up working at wuestoff. I had an easy team and so the night went pretty smooth. I did cop an attitude when I got there because I was tring to get report while another aide with an extremely loud voice was talking over the person I was getting it from … The conversations at that time are suppose to be giving report, Not about outside intrest. So I was pissy. I didn’t associate with the other aides and Suzan and I snaped at each other. She apperently has been pulling a lot of doubles and I wasn’t in the mood to be  in the gosip with the other aide,   … Anyways I go to my aunts and relaxed. I ended up going to the beach with her and my two cousins. I am a tad bit burned. She likes to bake  daily so 3 hours in the sun is nothing to her. I did however have sunscreen on for most of the time so I should be ok. I talked with Aulbre and well she may be 19 but she has a lot of growing to do. I found out that she is on her way to a court ordered rehab. She has been in Outward Bound and that didn’t do her any good. She has been in a number of programs and well she just srugs them off. She says that people just need to leave her alone. I worry because she also has bad stealing tendiencies. She has stolen from her family and friends. She says she does it because she can. She says she knows she is beautiful and feels she will always have someone taking care of her. She does not live with my aunt due to past transgressions. However she says that she is just a kid. She asks like one to. She honestly acts like she is 10 or so. Not even in the 12 age range. I am a little frustrated by her but there is nothing I can do but hope that Jared my biological cousin doesn’t fall victim to the same cycle. Aulbre is like Debbie and she knows it. She feels she doesn’t have to work period . Oh well Can’t help someone who won’t help themselves.

At the beach it was cool. I am terrified I will be bitten by a shark but otherwise did ok. Not us to the salt water  but it made me feel better. I feel cleaner and well lighter. Everytime the waves would lift me I felt the inner me was being lifted. When I was on the beach with my Aunt we got into a talk about how I should declare bankrupticy now. Since they are changing the rules apperently.   She says I need to make some choices soon. Lets see what else. We then went to one of the houses May cleans for and swam in the pool, it was a nice pool. The home is worth about 8 million dollars due to location, style and view., It was really nice. The inside shower had buttons that controled the water and all of that.

Well I need to get soem sleep as I am drained from the sun. I will try to write later … bye