New car

Well I tried to sleep so I could work tonight but I just can’t seem to go down. I need to work. I made some adult choices this week and well need to act like one. And working is one of them. I got a new car yesterday and so now I need to work to pay it off and the insurence is really high. So I am hoping that I will be able to make it all work out. I really wish I could sleep. I keep thinking about Jen and about things we have talked about. I seem to be having a hard time slowing the racing thoughts down. I tried to put on some relaxing nature sounds to sleep and it seemed as though my mind wanted to meditate or do something along those lines. I want to call Jen and talk to her some more but I have spoken with her quite a bit this week and don’t want to wear out my welcome. I know that Glynn is suppose to be comeing down this weekend so she will be busy. I guess there really isn’t much else to say. I stopped for a car accident this morning since there was no medical personel on the scene. It was to teenagers. One thinks she was  pregant but had also sustain a good amount of damage where that would be a big concern. Lets see I have yet to smoke since I have been back in Fl from my vacation. Yesterday when I got my car I asked Mandy not to smoke in it but she did anyways knowing there was nothing I could really do. This morning when I got up I told both of them that if they wanted a ride there would be no smoking in the car. I don’t care what the reason. This time I was more forceful but they listened. They stood outside in the heat everytime they wanted to smoke. I am talking to Margie so I am going to go now

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