A disturbing dream before work

I should be getting ready for work but I had a bad dream… at least I think it was. I was about to cry in my dream and my eyes are wet…. I don’t know how it started. I think I was on vacation… Mandy was there and a couple of others . I was having a blast then in my hotel room I started seeing things and I guess freaking out. litterally. I keep seeing things , the were like evil. I don’t remember exactly what they look like I only remember what a few things where. Anyways Mandy and this other woman came in worried about me. They brought me Pizza and I was releave that they were in the room with me. I think we had our own rooms. Eugene was there too. I guess it had gone on for a couple of days. I remember feeling the fear when I was alone. They came back in and I guess they had been talking. They wanted me to get professional help. They wanted me to go to C.O.C. I told them no.  No way it would  ruin my life. That I am not crazy. I know what I see. Then Mandy says that I really need to go. The other lady pulls  a piece of pizza from the bed and said that I am not understanding the situation. I took a bite of the day old pizza I apperently slept with ( why I don’t know ) Then this girl of like 15 asked why they could just forcibly admit me. I looked at her and said because you can’t and even if you did I know how to get out and manipulate the system. I will be out in 24 hours like lasttime.I told her they can’t admit me unless I am a danger to myself and others… I looked at her and said the only person I might be a danger to is her if she don’t stop trying to get me thrown in the instituation. The fat lady said that I was right…. That I was eating and all in all there wasn’t anything wrong.

They left the room and it must have been halloween because this little kid in a devil suit poped in my room saying tricker treat. I screamed. ..The kid left and I sat in the room. kids and parents walking outside my room. I once again started having things movie and see things. I got scared and was ready to break down in tears. I called mandy and she came in. I told her what was going on and said that she didn’t want to hear it because I refused to get help. I told her I wasn’t crazy and she replied that that was true I am jut a little unwell right now. I told her that I wanted to call Jen and Kishore ( why kishore I don’t know ) and that if Jen felt nothing was here and I was crazy I would go get help. Mandy left and I picked up the phone to call Jen. but I got a far as the first number before there was a knock at the door . There stood this woman about 3 feet tall in a white top. That said " Oh good you are here. I knew you would come. You are going to help me get home. " I looked at her . I knew she was real because the passing kids would sniker and star at her. She then tells me to follow her. She will show me the way. I steped out to follow just happy to be out of the room with some where to go. I started following her around the path of the hotel. there were huge trees. I asked her where her home was. She said far up in the trees . Up in the sky. I stopped and watched her as she continured walking. I yelled up to her and said I have enough problems then to go on some kind of journey to somewhere I don’t know with someone leading I don’t know. I am trying not to be crazy and that following a 3 foot woman doesn’t exactly help my situation. She turned around and then my mother woke me for work. I am so mixed up about this dream right now. And I feel like crying, Like know one believes me. I am crazy and that room was scary.