ill speaking.

Ok this is wrong. I don’t see why my body needs to feak out. I want to work this weekend but with unstable and changing symptoms I don;t know if that would be a good idea. I have the sharp pains which happen speratically but what seems to have me down and out is my bones and the way they feel. I wonder what Jen did when she couldn’t really do much. But then again she had Glynn for company to. I don’t like staying home and in my room. I can’t be on the computer long before I get a lot of pressure in my head. ( not a headache) The base of my spine perhaps hurts the most in my back area. That and my shoulders. I need to do something. I am so board. I am hyper active and this is cruel to have me pinned down. I may go out and see what happens. I have always been able to beat my illnesses or problems with the body and I feel by letting this one win I am losing . Sigh… I need to go . My head is starting and I need to make some kind of plans.

Love and Light

Tina