beating it off like old times…..

Ok, so…….I’m married now……everyone keeps asking me, so how’s married life?……It’s absolutely no different than not being married so far.  Which is nice :-). I never thought I was going to get married ever.  I didn’t think it would suit me.  I just never thought I could love someone that much.  Anyway,  on to something else.  I’m still working at the beauty college, and I like it alot.  Everyone there is so great.  Chris might be getting a new job, which will be good because it’s more money. 

We’re going to his parents house for christmas.  It’ll be the first time I haven’t spent christmas with my family ever…I’m a little aprehensive about the situation.  I told my family about a month ago.  My mother took it surprisingly well, my sister starting crying……that made me feel awful.  I knew she’d be upset, but I didn’t think she’d start sobbing over it.  I just told her that next year we’d be here for christmas instead of thanksgiving.  We have to take turns with Chris’s family living out of state.  It’s only fair.  It’s sucks, but it’s fair.  Oh well, you can’t please everyone all the time and I’m sick of trying.  Plus it’s not like she ever comes to visit me on any other occasion other than a holiday anyway, and now she wants to be all upset…..forget it.

Wow, that was kind of whiney and bitchy all at the same time, damn I’m good!  🙂 

Other than that I don’t really have all that much to say on here anymore, I’m too busy to keep up with writing.  I used to be on here everyday, now it’s every couple of months. 

We’ve been christmas shopping for Chris’s daughter……she calls me stepmom…….it’s cute.  Little scary but cute…..lol  She’s really a great little girl.  It’s a weird situation though. 

I’ve been reading some of my past entries, I was kind of fucked up in those years.  It’s wierd how far you come in just a few years.  Some of the entries were really depressing, I can’t beleive I wrote them.  Makes me realize how sad I really was as a person.  Although it is nice to be able to go back and read some of the things and people you’ve lived through.  I think some of the people were worse than the things….I’d do most of the things over again, but not ANY of the people. lol  Anyway, I’m out~megs