Simply Annoying Annoyances

You know…I just simply feel lost tonight…

I wish I knew what my purpose was in life…what I am here for…it would be so much easier…I was reading vintage fairies(FiveBlueAngels) diary tonight, and everything that she wrote about religion wise…is exactly how I feel…everyone has the right to their own opinions, I can’t say that one view is right and the other is wrong, it’s not for me to decide. Recently one of my good friends, who will remain nameless, has become “a bible banger”…and I find it annoying…I really do…I respect the fact that they’ve “found god” and all…but they try and push their views onto me and I’m not budging on mine…I believe in what I do simply because it is my personal view…I don’t expect anyone else to think like me or believe in the same things…that doesn’t happen…I don’t push how I feel on everyone else…believe what you want and leave me the hell alone…

She says I need to be cured “saved”…whatever…saved or not, we’re all going to the same place at least that’s what I think…if you do what you want and what makes you happy, then who really cares…I think people should mind their own damn business and keep their opinions to themselves sometimes…views are ok as long as you don’t force them on other’s…opinions…well they’re like assholes…everyone as one and everyone else thinks that everyone else’s stinks…People need to get over themselves…we’re all equal regardless of religion, race, sexual preference, age, or whatever the hell else people find to separate each other by…it’s so annoying…prejudice is annoying…hate is annoying…people are annoying…damn….you’d think I was annoyed or something wouldn’t ya??? lol

I find myself in a world full of imbeciles sometimes…and it’s absolutely disheartening to look around and find someone hating somebody else simply because they’re different…people should just get over it and except that not everyone is the same…no one is the same as them and no one will ever be the same…BEING UNIQUE ISN’T SOMETHING WE CHOOSE IT’S SIMPLY SOMETHING WE ARE.

The sooner people realize that…the sooner we can all just live our lives and not worry so much about what other people think…or what other people are doing…how we can fit in with other people…American Beauty is absolutely right…being plain, ordinary…that has to be the worst thing in the world to be…don’t you think?…I do…There can’t be anything worse than just being like everyone else…how boring…I look at all the people and they dress alike, talk alike, act just like everyone else…how can you possibly appreciate something that you’ve grown accustomed to? I know that I can’t…I’ve grown accustomed to money…so I don’t appreciate it until I don’t have any again…I’ve grown accustomed to my car, so I don’t appreciate it, until it breaks down and I don’t have it anymore…I’ve grown accustomed to many things that I know I don’t appreciate anymore…

I’ll never understand why people want to be like everyone else…some say it’s just simply easier to try and fit in than to be different and stand up for what you believe in…people become tragedies of society to often…the “I should do this because someone else wants me to” thing…it’s annoying…do things because you want to…not because it’ll make someone else happy…

*deep breath*

ahh…ok I’m done…thanks for listening…later~megs