Yada Yada Yada…Blah Blah Blah

I just got home from work…it’s 1:33 AM…someone just IM’d me, I haven’t a clue who it is, but I’m talking to them anyway…why the hell not I have nothing else to do…lol

My feet don’t hurt as bad as they usually do so I guess that’s a good thing…I worked in toys tonight…it sucked ass…I’m so going to hate x-mas in retail…people never put things back where they go which is really annoying, I used to do the same thing though…but it’s different now since I’m the one who has to put it back! lol Ahh it’s not that bad and I actually sort of enjoy it…but I’d never admit it…who says they actually like their job? Not me…

Life is boring at the moment, but I’ve made it that way so I can’t complain, but I’d like to anyway.

I talked to “P” last night…it’s been awhile since we’ve talked like we used to…we just recently started talking in depth about stuff the past couple of weeks…it’s nice…I’ve missed talking to him like that…he says that we need to go out sometime, but I’m hesitant to do so…I don’t want to ruin anything again…I just want to keep things simple…he replied to that saying “things between you and I have never been simple, that’s what makes it good”…I don’t know about that…just seems to me that it’s what makes it complicated and not worth ruining our friendship over…he says that nothing can ruin our friendship…we’ve already been through everything…he’s right about that, we’ve fought, we’ve made up, gone our separate ways…all that…and we always come back…I don’t know…

I’M TOO INDECISIVE!!!!!!!!!!

one of my better qualities…lol…or not…

I’m just stuck it seems…I’m not unhappy, but I’m not happy…not content…but not disatisfied…at a stand still with life and not going anywhere…I keep thinking that one of these days something great is going to happen…and it never does…I think I’m waiting on nothing…how many people actually get great things in life? Not a whole hell of alot…I’m not asking for alot though…get out of IN, fall in love, have a family, be sucessful at what I do…that’s it really…not much, right? ahh….I’m done babbling…later~megs