telling again and again…I don’t want to anymore

Today…sucked…

Last Thursday my mom went to the doctor…somehow in the process she ended up telling him everything about what happened with my father…and made me an appointment for today at 10:00 and forced me to go…

So I went…I’ve been going to this doctor since I was 4 and this isn’t something that I ever wanted to discuss with him…EVER…it’s just so embarassing and I feel disgusting…I told him everything…and he hugged me and almost starting crying…