01/02/2013

 I haven’t been mad. Granted we broke up at 2 am on 12/31, I haven’t been mad. Until today. She said she didn’t think I could handle being friends. I’ve tried. She won’t acknowledge me, she won’t text me, she won’t play games with me. She won’t even look at me. I am mad today. I am hurting so bad and trying so hard to keep my wits about me and to keep my emotions in check. I know she saw me. I know she’s seen me. I’m not trying anymore. I’m not putting my heart on the line trying to build a friendship when she won’t even acknowledge my existence. I don’t want to be mad. I refuse to be mad.