12/18/2012

yep, here we go again.

it’s not the end of the world that my phone won’t charge so i can’t text anyone, it’s just frustrating.

the fact that i really had important things i wanted to talk to rachel about but am too frustrated to formulate a positive thought is irritating.

i’m done. i’m over it. beyond complete and utter annoyance.

and it’s not easily pinpointed; it’s not really a multitude of things either.

in all honesty.

it’s me.

and here i am, without communication that i prefer (I’ve already messaged her on facebook, but that’s not what i want) and a tingly desire to open up.

instead, to not rock the boat and cause more issues, I’ll drink it down for the night and tread lightly across the "i don’t care" plane until i either fall through the ice or have the strength to break free.