R.I.P. Tommy I love you

I lost my best friend (my cat who was going to be 12 yrs old March 5th) July 22, 2007.

        I stayed with him till the end. My heart never broke like it did that day. I never cried so hard in my life. I keep myself together at work, but I cant help but cry myself to sleep some nights. Miss him to death. He’ll always be the best thing that has ever happened to me. Tommy was there when I needed him the most and was always there with me. Tommy was my little angel.

       I no people will think this is a little silly but I am going to get his ashes next Sunday. Not ready to let go yet, dont think I ever will be. A piece of my heart went with him when I had him put down July 22nd. He was really sick and I just hope I did the right thing and that he new I loved him so fucken much and really wanted to keep him till . I got pictuers but there not the same, but I am happy that I have them.

       Some people don’t understand why people get so close to they’re animals……well I didn’t get it either, till I got Tommy. I got Tommy when I was going through the worst part of my life and needed a good friend. Example: I was sexually assaulted by the man I called dad for years and when I finally said something I had this cat that turned into my best friend.

      Tommy would sleep right beside me and let me cuddle him when I would cry myself to sleep. I never felt I had a friend in the world that I could really trust and I new when I told Tommy anything he would never tell anyone. I grew to love him like he was family, he grew to be apart of me. I took Tommy everywhere I moved. He was sent to me for a reason and I will never forget the way it felt to get him and all the memories that I have of him. Opps getting teary eyed. Well I just wanted to write that down and say ”I love you Tommy" and "hope your watching over me, I will never forget you"……………………………errrr I miss you and want you back……..

RIP
TOMMY

MARCH 1996-JULY 2007

I WANT YOU BACK!

I MISS YOU!

YOU’ll ALWAYS BE MY LITTLE ANGEL!