AHHHHHHHHHHHHH FUCKERS!

Yesterdays entry: (Could not get on OD to post it)

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! I feel like fucken shit. I got no one to hang with or do anything for that matter. I called everyone I no and no one fucken wants to talk. I fucken wanna get high or something and no one can get here to give me shit, except for cocaine. FUCKEN BULL!!!!!!! Just wanna get ripped out of my mind. I just wanna be emotionally numb tonight. I feel like the walls are closing in on me. This home is my hell. AHHH!! I don’t think anyone knows what it is like to be REALLY alone till they are in my shoes. I live in an apartment far from ANYONE I no. I know no one here. Far from family and everyone I love so much. Its really started to eat at me alive. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! Take everything, My life, my dignity, take everything that I will ever hold dear to me, TAKE IT ALL FUCKER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wow I am in a bad ass mood. Life is shit. Well I guess I will leave now.
 
Amy Nicole Ashley