disrupted by the sky..

Well shit, I really should write something huh?

I don’t know what exactly it is that keeps me from writing.. or noting for that matter. I know one major thing is Cooper smashing shut the lap top, or smashing the keys… Which is when I realize that he deserves ALL his mommy’s attention, especially when I only see him for a couple of hours on work days.

So, the Ohio trip was great. I left home at about 630am on Friday morning, 30 minutes earlier then I was supposed to, so it was NUTS I had actually just gotten out of bed. I spent a total of 13 hours or more in the car that day.. We spent 3 hours in Buffalo and then it took about 6 hours from Buffalo to Columbus. It was a boring ass drive, I had NO idea that the interstate was sooo freaking boring.. Here in Canada the highways have exits, not just.. road! 🙂

My friend Laura was HORRIBLY surprised.. After we had breakfast/lunch and travelled around a book store with 32 rooms we went to Laura’s hotel room. She greeted everyone ahead of me, expecting them.. and then I slowly came in after.. She screamed, hugged me.. then cried! 🙂 The wedding reception was that night(the wedding was actually on the Friday before). The Canadian represented! We danced our asses off, and had a blast.. We went out to after the reception but i was BEAT. That was what I noticed that most, I was pretty tired all of the time.. Ready for bed, or at least the hotel rather then being out. Gah. AND I had huge plans of sleeping in, which didn’t happen I was up before or at 8 both mornings.. SUCKS!

Sunday we got up and went to Laura’s hotel room again, oh and my friend Joyce threw up ALLLLL night– too much booze.. Good times sharing a room with her! LOL! I went home with Laura’s family since they live two doors down, it worked out perfectly.. I slept alot in the car, even after I drank a small (which was even GIANT, American’s make things big that’s for shizzle!) coffee.. I got home Sunday by 8ish and Coop was asleep 🙁

I missed that kid, I felt SO much guilt that he was sick while I was gone. SO much. I doubt I will leave him again for a looong time. He is an amazing kid.

We start our new babysitting situation June 10th-ish.. Margie is going to watch him here Monday/Tuesday and then MIL on Wednesdays. I hope it works out.. Still trying to figure out what to do with the dog the days she is here.. I am still not sure. I feel really good about our decision though.

My mother’s day was alright.. Still had to do my normal domestic duties but it was okay. Brandon let me "sleep in" until 830, and made me breakfast and a card.. :o) My family and MIL (FIL was off on some adventure with his friends from HS) came for supper which is always mass chaos in my house, but still nice enough.. and did the job (which was me not wanting to leave the house!)

Brandon went to Toronto this weekend, he left this afternoon and will be home Sunday (my request). He is meeting up with his friends and meeting some guys from Warcraft, Geektastic. 🙂 I am okay with being home, sucks that it’s supposed to be rainy though. I will try to get me and Cooper out. I wish my car wasn’t sooo damn loud (needs new muffler/exhaust) because I would love to go yard saling (without getting out of my car!) If it’s nice enough Cooper and I will walk around and see what we can find :o) So I am undecided about what I will do this weekend… Myself that is.. Cooper does whatever he wants mostly, the stubborn boy he is.. I guess I will watch a movie or two, and some TLC… and probably go to bed by 10pm every night.. PARTY!!

I went to the doctor last week and got my baby making pills script.. She wants me to finish breastfeeding first, which I am going to likely do in the next month or so.. We are both ready, and i can see the longer we go the harder it is going to be to break the "habit".. It’s just sooo hard because I love the cuddle time SO much….

I am trying my best to not write too much about Cooper right now.. He is so much of my world, but I am important too.. and HELL I havent’ written for real in like.. a month.

I have made a new time schedule for myself when I am home with more me time and less computer time… Let’s see if I can stick to it!

I am going to do another entry tomorrow.. For now though I am going to go relax, and read my book.

I am reading when I can, I love you ladies.