It’s a friday..

Well.. It seems like it has been more then a day since I wrote, but really it hasn’t.

The viewing is today 2-4, and 7-9.. it’s an open casket.. I am sooo not ready for that.. I have never done the whole receiving line or visitation or whatever you wanna call it.. But I have to today.. We were gonna bring Cooper bought I am getting my SIL to baby sit.. She is home for the weekend.. He really doesn’t know her too well but hopefully it works out gooood.

I totally messed with his naps so that he is awake from whenever he wakes up until 6ish. He is going to bed early tonight so that we can go back to the funeral home.

The funeral is tomorrow at 11am, I am leaving Cooper with my mom and bringing him to the "lunch" afterwards.. or at least that is my pan…

Anyways, I hope today goes by quickly.. It’s all soo sad. I haven’t broken down yet, but I am 100% positive I will tomorrow and most likely today at the viewiing.. I cried a bit while we looked at old pictures, or when my MIL cried, or my SIL..

Anyways, that’s my update.

Thanks for the love.