What A Feeling

I am so unbelieveably in love.  I have been with Lauren for only 14 months technically but I have never been so attached to someone.  She is the most perfect match for me in every way.  She’s gorgeous, absolutely gorgeous.  She has a beautiful heart, she cares about everybody and tries her best to make everyone around her feel good even if it makes her feel bad.  She’s fresh into salvation, been saved for about 3 years I think and her passion in God and church just gives me more motivation to be back in church where I belong and haven’t been a whole lot for years. 

I have already picked out a ring, I am waiting for my tax return to get it and will propose very soon.  me and her have talked about marriage for long time now and we’re both all about it.  I can’t wait to be able to call her my wife.  I would do anything for her to make her happy, to make sure she never has to feel pain or even cry about anything.  I would die for her in a split second if I had to and wouldn’t think twice.  I would give the clothes off my back and everything I have to make sure she lives a life of happiness and comfort because she deserves to and I would be proud to be the man to give that to her.  She is the best thing to ever happen to me and I’ve changed for the better because of her.  I am so thankful to her for that and thankful to God for her.  I pray he continues to bless us in our relationship and keep us on the straight and narrow. 

Baby I miss you so much while you’re away doing your training at Fort Lee.  I think about you literally every second of every day and I never get tired of the thought.  I can be around you all day, every day as I have before and I never tire.  You are unlike any person I have ever come accross and had the privilege of knowing or especially being with.  I would kill to hold you right now in my arms where you belong and kiss you on your soft lips and tell you I love you and dance with you in the street with headphones playing our song like that day, I would do that everyday and I know you know that.  I can’t wait to marry you darlin and can’t wait to start a new life and have children and raise them together and grow old together until the end of time.  I love you so much, never ever forget it.