reaching the bottom

I’m all alone and I feel exhausted of all my thoughts. My fears are getting high and I’m at the bottom. I need confirmation from people. I need other people to like me, to tell me that they love me, that they need me. I need people to need me. To tell me everything I need to hear. This is me at my weakest, and I don’t know why I always suddenly get that feeling, but I just need to know that I’m not a pathetic stupid kid that will never achieve anything in life. It is bad that I need other people for that right now, I know that but I can’t help it