Congratulations: you officially screwed up.
Vacation spoiler: my ex is going to be in my class again. I thought he was leaving, but apparently he didn’t. He keeps on talking to me on Facebook once in a while and bothering me by saying mean things. Not the ‘in your face’-way but more the sneaky mean way. I wouldn’t mind us being friends IF he woud’ve acted normal but he really doesn’t. And it still hurts when he says mean things. And that while he was the only one that ruined everything and I didn’t do anything. It’s like he wants to make sure I think he’s over me and maybe he still has difficulty with it and he refuses to give in to his feelings. He could have had me, and I gave him too much chances. Stupid me, I know. But when you love someone with all his rights and his wrongs that’s just your first response, giving in. Now I learned my lesson with him and I know he’ll never change. It just sucks having to see his face again every day of school. And there’s another girl coming into our class that he ‘likes’ or at least I suspect he does. I think he wants me to think that particularly. And he told me he was soooo happy she came. Unfortunately for him she is together with a boy she wanted for over a very long time. And she also said she would never be more than friends with my ex. Well you never know what might happen, but I think I wouldn’t mind that much anyway. But that was the line, him telling me he was so happy she came and all, because he hardly ever talks to me, only to say stupid annoying things and before he also told me he wanted me to leave class. And now he isn’t going to be able to talk to me on Facebook anymore, I’ve made sure of that. I’m just soo tired and I am done playing games. And now I’ll just have to make sure I keep believing I am more than the way he treats me. I deserve more. And he isn’t worth a single thought I spent on him or will spend in the future, so I think I better just treat him like he doesn’t exist. Staying friends with your ex, I believed in that, but I found out that doesn’t work if he turns out to be a gigantic asshole.