Putting things in perspective
I am doing better lately. I try to put my problems more in perspective instead of making a drama out of it and overthink every detail. I try to stop thinking so much and start doing more to forget all of that and have trust in it that it will eventually all fall into place. I try to search for solutions and when I can’t find any, I let them be for a while and like I said, stop overthinking about it. Because, the overthinking is useless. It litteraly brings me into bad moods and I believe everything I think even though I deep down know I could be totally wrong. Anyway, my finals are until next Tuesday so three more to go. And I’m doing good I think. I try to focus on this because school is also very important. And about all the stuff with my boyfriend, I just let it be and wait a little and see how it goes. I try not to care too much about it because he doesn’t either. Now I’m gonna go and try to comfort and cheer up my sister a little bit because she’s in a fight with her boyfriend and she’s heartbroken. She’s been together with him for over 6 years now, but sometimes I think that she can get soooo many guys who would be much nicer to her than this guy, I wonder how long her relationship will last, I hope for her it will, because she loves him very much. But on the other side I don’t, because maybe, she’ll meet a guy who is way more nice and who loves her more than him. I really hope for her she does because I love her so much and I don’t want anything more for her than to be happy.