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 I’m having finals and i should be studying right now but I just can’t. I can’t because I have too much stuff to think about that won’t leave my mind because I care too much. You know what sucks? When you care about a person waaay more than they care about you. Especially when you know they first did too. Like, what happend? Did I do something wrong? Do you need some space? Is this some kind of freaking test? What the hell did I do? It’s like you have to be all difficult again. I can’t handle being so confused because I’m already a confused human being on my own. Time will bring knowledge I guess. It’s just not fun being in the situation I am in right now. Here’s a vision of how I feel: :(((((((((((((((((((: 

As you can see, they’re both happy and sad. My feelings. I’m such a weirdo sometimes I’m sorry and I know this entry sucks and it’s just me nagging about my problems I am aware of that and so I don’t expect anyone to read it’s just to let things out I guess.