[day 189] 11 days til 200

Luckily thats 200 days since ive been doing this whole weightloss thing, and not 200 pounds..lol. I hope to never see 200 pounds again. ANYWAY. Weighed in today…yay! 179 and holding. I think i can lose 3 pounds next week, that would be fantastic. I just have to super watch what im shovelling in my mouth..lol. To hit 175 will be such a relief, because then that means i will need to lose only 10 more pounds to be the weight i was when i met my boyfriend. 2 pounds a week until september 1st and im sooo the same size that i was in 2002. lol. I think i was on a plateu for a month and a half because i tried and tried but i could not get past 184, it was soooo annoying. I have been 184 since may…grrrrrrrrrr…and i was losing so easily, but this is where the fun begins. Oh yeah and mom wants to join curves, i think its a good idea, because she has no exercise at all in her life right now, and shes getting up there so its going to be harder for her to lose weight. She turned 47 on june 19th, i told her, that her goal should be to weigh what she weighed when she was 24, by the time she is 50 (three years)…i want to take her on a cruise for her 50th birthday, by then i should graduate from college…so i should be able to afford it. She only has 30 pounds to lose…only if that was my original goal…lol…44 more pounds and im at my ultimate goal!!!!!!! almost halfway there…

**ON ANOTHER NOTE**Summer school is going ok. Today my teacher was like congratulations for your name being in the paper..and i was like..it was in the paper? and she said yeah, and i asked her for what, and she announces to the whole class "for being on the deans list" …for a moment there i felt super smart..haha. Or maybe i am? I would love to make an A in algebra, its always been one of those subjects that im not THAT good at, but i like it. Weird i know. I just need to practice practice practice. I believe that i can make an A, i mean, all i need is a friggin 90. lol. yep, we dont have the A+ or A- scale at my school, which is awesome, but then again, slackers like me would just take a 90 instead of over acheiving for the 95+. lol. ANYWAY!!! ive been spending money like crazy, my bank account is like my weight. but opposite. I want to get to 1000 so bad..lol…and then when im there i spend money on something and im at $900 again. Its insane. Like today i put a $155 deposit, but im going to have to pay a bill soon, so you know, back down to $900, its is possible to be on a plateu with money? LOL!

Im really excited about school and getting my associates in decemeber. I owe the huge university, i found out, $619 and then i can register for the spring. Which i will have to pay out of pocket for, but then again, i will get to graduate sooner than waiting to go in the fall of 2007. You know, even if its 3 classes i take, that is still less i will have to take later. I cannot wait til i graduate with my bachelors..its going to awesome because i am a double major in accounting and finance, woooopie. Everyones like..omg…youre going to make some $$$$$, and im like i knowwww….but im going to work for it, just like everyone else. Wouldnt it be the life though to be a trust fund baby? anywho! I shall update soon…have to be at work at 4:00..yuck

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ps everyone keeps saying..omg..you look like youve lost weight…haha..its funny that some people have noticed now…30 pounds later…ive mentioned that before, but it still amazes me