[day 185] Summer School Starts Tomorrow

wow, day 185. Almost day 200, weird i never thought i would have come this far. I have been slacking lately, and i shouldnt! Its easier for me to pay attention to what im doing when im constantly in school and busy. Nows its a summer time and im slacking. YUCK! I was talking to a girl that works at curves today about how i should just get lypo suction..lol..because its much easier to just get the fat sucked out. LOL. She was like, well are you dieting? Are you drinking your water? how much protein are you eating a day? All those questions and well, it made me realize that im not doing things as hard core as i was. I guess this is what causes someone to go downhill. Not paying attention or doing things that one should be doing.

So tomorrow is the day. Tomorrow i start summer school, and im going to start running again i think. I was telling her how i feel like my hips are just not going to get any smaller..but she said they would i just have to do things right. Which is true. I HAVE TO DO THINGS RIGHT. I have to do things right NOW! Im not getting any younger.

I weighed in at curves the other day and well it said 179, im not sure what it says now, but hopefully i havent gained anything. I have been eating super bad and i realize it, and i need to stop. I cannot keep sabatoging my diet. Ive come this far! Oh and by the way still NO CARBONATED DRINKS! WOOPIE!

I need to stop substituting tea for water and just drink half my body weight in ounces of water. ANYWAY! She said she wasnt going to talk to me about exercising anymore until i became more positive about it. At least she called me out because i was being pretty negative. lol. OH WELL! I told her tomorrow is the day…which it is. Tomorrow is July 6th, the day that it all starts over and i get a revamp. =) LADIES WE CAN DO THIS!!!!!!!!! Dont get discouraged, instead get motivated=) Ive been going to forums and reading people who have come really far and it inspires me to diet and do all kinds of weird exercises..lol. http://www.3fatchicks.com <~~~~~~~~~the best website ever, well second to opendiary!

ANYWHO!! Wish me luck in algebra. On another note, i made a $432 deposit today. For a moment i had 1, 014 dollars in the bank, and then evil walmart called my name and i spent some money..lol. HEY now, the oil in my car HAD to be changed and i reaaaaaaaaallly wanted a shirt that says where my peeps at..with a marshmellow peep on it and plus i needed new shoes for work..ANYWAY!!!!! I will definatly catch up with my favorites tonight. I miss you all sooooooooooo muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh…..trust me id rather be on opendiary then working 40 hours a week=) hehe! WHATS YOUR THINSPIRATION?!

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