[day 128] Counters Update! YAY!

PRAY FOR ME IM TAKING THE SAT @ 7:30 THIS MORNING, ITS 1AM AND I CANT SLEEP!! ARRAHHH!!

GOOD NEWS!!!!!!!!!!!

WOOPIE!!!!

Yep a counter update will be included in this entry!! I know, finally a weightloss entry huh. Ive just been so busy with school so far that its hard to keep up to date, seriously. Ive still got 2 MORE finals to take (ive already taken 3), im waiting to get my THEA (texas higher education assessment) test back to find out if im going to graduate in DECEMBER or not. yeah. My graduation date depends on my math scores. It sucks, because ive been putting this off since i started college, and nows it last minute and im freaking out because i have to have college algebra, and i havent been able to place into it. I guess it wouldnt be too bad if i graduated in april, but, i want to graduate in december. ANYWAY! Enough of my rant.

I should really start drinking more water. Its getting pretty hot outside and im drinking 20 ounces a day. It should be triple that. Ive been slacking so much. My goal was to be 165 by summer, meaning June 1st. Thats in about 3 weeks, and welll, im pretty sure that im not going to be able to make it. If it makes you feel any better though i have made my original summer goal of reaching the 30 pounds lost! YIPPEEE!!!! So yep! Its really weird because yesterday everyone who ran into me gave me a compliment, Even people i dont usually talk too. Its weird, mainly because i see a difference but its not THAT big of a difference to me, to everyone else, thats all they can talk about. For people who knew me in 2002, im still 15 pounds heavier than what i was..so i guess when they see me, i look the same as i did years ago. I cannot wait until im closer to my goal, when i get under 165, and i hit the 160 mark i think im going to throw a huge party, cake for everyone..lol. Cookie cake..yum. I havent been below 165, ive never remembered, be any thinner than that, and well, it would be landmark (to me at least). Its odd to think that i weighed over 200 pounds.

I cannot believe that i had let myself get like that. But the good news is, i have made progress, and im really doing it. My boyfriend has made tons of comments about how he can tell, my theater director came up to me today and hugged me and said that i looked awesome (awesome enough for cinderella or little red???? haha). Hopefully! Tryouts are very soon. May 29, 30, and the 31st. Im taking a mini session at school from the 15th to the 30th, and on top of that…i will be gone on vacation with history club (Because im the president durrhh) to san antonio..i leave on wednesday and we get back on saturday. Whats really cool is on the way home we are going to stop in houston and see the holocaust museum. Its supposibly very good=) Tons of pictures to come=) I really want to find a pic of me when i was at my heaviest…lol..and a pic now. Hmm…maybe i can find a heavy one..lol.

But on to the counters!

MADE ORIGINAL SUMMER GOAL OF 30 POUNDS! PARTAAYY!!! i had changed it half way after i stared, here is the counter for the new one=) I honestly dont think 13 pounds is going to get lost by june 1st..oh well, i will try=) 170 may be doable=)

 *Second Summer Goal*

**Ultimate Goal**

Wow, i cannot believe i have came this far….im seriously amazed, you have to remember that im the number one quitter, or was when it came to stuff like this. 178 feels great, but not as good as 135 is going to feel=)I cannot believe in less than 10 pounds i have of met my halfway mark…wow.  Cake may taste really good but this feeling is amazing, much better than cake=)

-Court