[day 114] Still with it..

haha. I couldnt think of anything to write for my title. My lips are hurting, my sinuss are driving me crazy, and im sleeeeeepy! I had to bartend this morning *sick*. So im finally home, and im definatly resting. The good thing about this stupid cold is that im not really that hungry. I make myself eat, because nothing sounds good, and if it does sound good and i get it, then i cant taste it..lol. The Irony!! Anyway. So whats been going on with everyone?! Im really busy around this time because finals are coming up and i have tons of astronomy homework to do. Fun fun! I cannot wait  until i find out what my grades are. Oh yeah and since im enrolled in this program for school, i get a free laptop and colored printer sometime this summer=) YAY! New Computer!! I also cannot wait until Into The Woods this summer yay! We have about one month until tryouts, so one month to get some more weight off and to practice practice practice! Cinderella or Little Red Riding hood soooooo better be mine=) Keep up the good work ladies and have a healthy weekend..lol.

-Court

p.s. i have a story to tell you. I have a cousin, well its really my step cousin, long long story, and she has always been really overweight since she was like 2. I mean, really overweight. The last time i saw her was august of 2005, and well my little brother calls me up and tells me that he saw her and shes like a size zero. First of all, how can someone lose over 120 pounds in 8 months? Thats my question. My stepgrandmother (another really long story) has a bunch of money because my grandpa just died, and well i think that shes spending it on lapband for her real grandchildren. All of the sudden all of my cousins that were extremely overweight are super skinny. This doesnt make any sense in my head. So i get my mom to call her and ask her some questions or whatever, and my stepgrandmother tells my mom that all they did was eat tuna and soup at hand everyday. Does this even sound healthy??? I just hate that they lost the weight…(only because they use to make fun of me when i was the fat kid) and that they are doing it unhealthy (because its going to come right back eventually bc you cant eat tuna or soup for the rest of your life). Yeah. Anyway. Just wanted to know if anyone has heard of this. I counted up the calories and it seems like they are on a 500 calorie a day diet. I dont really talk to them, because my family is at war (super super long story) and yeah. I really just wanted to write that to get it out, because its bugging me.

If you could only see the stupid pics that they posted of their skinny selfs on the internet, youd be disgusted too.