[day 111] Man, im pooped…

These last 2 weeks have been busy and crazy. I got a letter in the mail saying that I was accepted into a business honor society and i had to send a letter back, yadda yadda yadda. Well, i got my 2nd acceptance letter back and my induction is on april 25th. Im really exicted about it, because Ive never been praised like this for making good grades. In high school I made what it took to pass, A’s in some classes, Mainly high and low B’s and C’s. I didnt realize how important it was to do good. Now in college this semester i have a 4.0 grade average. I have all A’s right now, and people that are in my classes and like "how?" I simply told them that i dont know, i just get it now. Seriously, Ive really changed nothing. I work a full time job and im taking 22 hours in school, and everyone is begging me for my notes. So of course i let them copy them, anything to help someone else out=) But its crazy.

Im taking a government class and the teacher that teaches it is really hard. Everyone either fails her class, drops it, or makes a C. Right now I have a 99 average. There are several people that are in a bunch of my classes, and they just dont know how i do it. Honestly , i dont know how i do it either…. but im happy about it. My averages so far

Government 1301 – A (99)
Accounting 2302 – A (95)
Economics 2302 – A (93)
Astronomy 1411 – A (96)
History 2302 – A (90)
Horror Film Class – A (98)
Walking For Health – ? Im worried about this one..lol..bc ive missed some classes, but it doesnt count in my GPA

LOL! I really have to do well on my finals. My astronomy teacher just sent me an email, i have to write 3, 3 page papers about 3 different subjects by may 2nd. I have 2 tests to take, and i have to finish my other work.

MY SINUSES ARE KILLING ME!!!! Its gotten worst from yesterday to today. I didnt think that i was going to be able to function in class. We went and ate (kayla, ces) with my history teacher at Chilis. lol. it was good stuff. We had my boyriend wait on us. When i got home i took 2 benedrill and 1 asprin and fell asleep didnt wake up 4:00, which i had to be at work at 4:00, so it sucked. I had to call in late. On the way to work i got in a huge argument with my mom about coming to my honor society induction, she doesnt know if they are going to be able to make it. I dont live at home, i live about 35 minutes away, and thats not unreasonable. Its just my family supports me, but they dont usually go to public events, and im not sure why. I guess they arent people persons. I dont know. It just really ticked me off. I know that the last time my family was together FOR ME was at my graduation, the last time we were together for an event, it was my little brothers graduation. Ive had several plays and somethings always come up and they didnt come.

Im just pissed, and i dont know, maybe im being irrational, but i dont think i am. I want them there to support me and thats all there is about it. If dad has to work then I understand but if not, then be there. Damn, thats all i ask. Anyway.

Enough of that. I made $32 at work and then left, went to walmart and spent $25 on medicine. So i walk home with $7 profit, but then again, if you count the $9 i spent on lunch, then im down two bucks. This sucks. A couple of months ago i had 1000 in my account, now i have about $200. Money is evil, but we all need it. But ywah

The weightlosss is going great, its slowed down now but that just means i have to pay attention more, i have to exercise more, and i have to want it even more. I have to get out of this plateu, it feels like ive been looking at 184 for forever. I saw 183 last week, but still..i want to be in the 70’s and then 60’s until i reach my goal of 135. There is only a month in a half, and my goal was to weigh 165 by June 1st. Hmm. I dont know if its going to happen. 184 – 165 = 19 pounds and that seems like an aweful lot to lose in about 6 weeks, not really, but when im at a plateu it does. Its do-able and ive got to do it.

PS. the show im trying out for is "Into The Woods" Its a musical about all the fairy tales and they mix and mingle with each other, its got adult inuwindows in it, but its suitable to for children. I LOVEEE IT! Anyway! Im going to go, im sick, and im sleepy and i have to write a paper! Loveee you guys=) IM GLAD THE CIRCLE IS BACK UP!!!!

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OMG, they soooo have a thing to post to a circle, THATS SOOO COOOL!!!