9/28/07

i keep waiting for something to happen. 

 

t, why do i keep falling for people who will never like me?

me, because it’s the safest thing you can do.  it’s a safe cycle where you know you won’t get hurt.

and then i realize.  i’m no better.  i don’t want to be hurt so i don’t even put myself out.  i’m the girl who admits she doesn’t believe in happily ever after.  but i don’t want to wake up one day and be alone for so many years i can’t get back.  i just feel like i’m crawling on my hands and knees to make them love me, and they don’t notice. 

 

i want someone to see me.