9/4/07

Do you ever feel this is just the build up? 

That your real life will begin any moment when you wake up and are happy and everything is different and it’s not a struggle anymore.  You can sling yourself out of bed and start without the snooze button times ten and trying to pretend this is exactly the way you wanted it to turn out.

It’s the last of the milk that’s just a little sour, but you eat it anyways because you need something to sustain you.