Disarray

You break my heart, little girl.

.black and blue on these white walls of mine where all these tears shine down a face that has not seen the grace of day or had a place to stay for the past eleven months and well be reaching a year soon right around noon when the moon weeps in her sleep and keeps all of my thoughts away and rots astray but it wont matter anymore once ill have reached and beseeched another day on the shore to the fore of any other lore about cloaked mountains and oak fountains that echo with some forgotten joy some begotten ploy that you told me youd do that youd hold me till you were true till all the cupboards would be empty of my broken heart and body parts haunted with the jars of my broken faith in you and all these wraiths in blue i cant believe youd leave deceive and bereave me of my grief and my belief in things that were meant for rings and forevers an effort for your endeavors that bled red in my head in your bed that read of all the wounds that stood in my stead that led to the loss of everything i held dear my fear my tears for all the years i kept dreaming that she wouldve left him screaming instead of bleeding and leading the way away from me keeping me at bay for another day into the fray where i cant even pray to be left gray without say back to two tracking you in black and blue.

~Noct…………………