A Little Secret

Started in March, continued in August, partially recovered in October. Reconstructed just now. 🙂 I like this one.

I have so many things to tell you.
But the right time is never now.
And the words always come out wrong.
So I’ll just keep them to myself.

I’d give it all up for you.
But all I have is right now.
And moments can never last long.
So I’ll just keep it to myself.

When I see you down
The street,
I wish that you’d turn, so our eyes could meet.
I run around town
To see
If you’d come over and just be with me.

And there’s a small space
Between
Your shoulder and neck, so warm and unseen,
That hides my small face
From me,
Where I feel at home, as safe as can be.

You often reach for my hand.
When I seem troubled with thoughts.
But they get tangled in my throat.
So I’ll just keep them to myself.

You can’t say you understand.
When my fingers are in knots.
‘Cause I can’t show you what I wrote.
So I’ll just keep it to myself.

And I fell in love
With you,
At all the wrong times, I could fall for you.
Slip on like a glove,
Lover.
You’re just like murder, hurt undercover.

I want to let go,
Forget,
So I can wake up, and never regret.
Having known you so,
I guess,
I don’t want to leave, and think any less.

And my words always come out wrong,
When I keep them to myself.
But these moments never last long,
So I keep them to myself.

~Noct…………………