Are you serious?

Ok so there’s someone who is supposedly my friend, and I haven’t really figured out how much I believe that one or not right now.  She seems to end up spending far too much time talking to and hanging out with people she knows I am interested in.  Plus there’s the fact that she knows this bothers me, and is to the point where she’ll "ask permission" to hang out with them etc… saying oh don’t worry I’m not interested and blah blah blah… which I can’t figure out if she’s being sincere or if she’s trying to cover her bases like "oh she won’t suspect anything if I pre-emptively deny it"

Honestly, it’s to the point where my boss (who I would consider a friend, as well) has asked "Who is this girl who keeps posting on his facebook?  She better back off!!!"

Yeeeaaaahhhh

At first I was all… ok, whatever.  Now I’m like… seriously girl it’s gotten to be TOO MUCH and I don’t trust her and I don’t trust him.

Trying to figure out if I should perhaps just remove myself from the situation.

Was traveling last night, on my way to Oklahoma to my cousins wedding, he said he was at a tango thing with her and hopefully she didn’t step on his toes (cause he likes to try and lead me in tango, which I don’t know, when I have been drinking, and so yeah he gets his damn toes stepped on cause he doesn’t place my weight well) and my reply was… as long as she doesn’t step on mine! He said she’s not.  Which I suppose I have to believe.

Buuuut yup, that’s me getting vaguely posessive over my "dance partner"

Gotta love life right?

Anyways should I just let this go… or should I be annoyed right now??  Technically, I have no claim over the boy.  But that’s half my issue… I didn’t before either when he dropped off the face of the planet for 2 months and dated other people… yeah… more than one… at the same time… I know all his crap he’s pulled.  Glad he didn’t pull me in as part of that mess.  And now he’s OUT of that mess, and is going through some revamping of his self.  Thank God.

But, I still worry that he’ll be unsuccesful and I’ll end up being burned AGAIN.

I do this to myelf, really.

~Katy