*bangs head into a wall*

I need to really like, wake up out of "yay its summer I am bulletproof" mode, and stop putting myself in situations that just make my heart go OOF.

Along those lines, too, I need to stop over indulging in things when my original and far smarter plan to was avoid as much as possible, to keep the cravings low.  But noooooooo, instead it’s exposure overload, and I just want more, but am trying to deny myself more, because I’m not sure what would happen with more.  I know I am doing this to myself… and to be honest… I am enjoying every infuriating, excruciating moment of it.

Blah.

But the weather is gorgeous, life is awesome, I can’t *really* complain I guess!

~Katy