Goodbye 2009

I’m praying 2010 is nicer to me than 2009 has been. I hope since 2010 is the last year in this decade it will be a good one. I hope everyone has a wonderful night and a safe evening! I hope your 2010 is full of nothing but goodness and wonder.

Tonight I realized that if I hadn’t lost that pregnancy back in July I would be going into my 3rd trimester right about now. I also realized that the week Hubby graduates I would have been about 36 weeks pregnant. Cutting it awfully close to the cut off for flying to Hawai’i if we decided to leave straight from here. If we had planned on going home for a few weeks I’d be almost at my due date and not cleared to fly. It would be a gigantic conundrum. I kind of think God had it all planned out, like He knew we’d get this assignment. I also think there was probably something wrong with that little baby and it wasn’t meant to be. But that realization about our upcoming move struck me tonight. I would have had to stay back home with Monkey and then wait until I had the baby and then wait something like 2 more weeks b/c infants can’t fly until they’re 14 days old. And I’d probably be doing that all alone since Hubby would have to be at the new base already.

Weird what I think of in the shower huh?

Everyone have a safe and happy New Year! 🙂