I slashed Teddy while he was still in the womb!

So, Mollie made my day even worse yesterday. There are no words to appropriately describe the anger she instills in me.

"Something’s going on, Laura, what is it?"
"Nothing."
"Something’s wrong if you’re not getting your period."
"You think I know what’s wrong?"
"You’re obviously doing something."
"I’m not doing anything."
"I know you’re doing something. I’m on to you."

FUCKING HELL. For the record, I haven’t purged since Halloween and that was a fluke because I had consumed so much candy. Other than that I have not done anything. I stopped getting my period long before I had that very small relapse.

Mollie makes me feel like shit.

Even when we’re just talking about normal things she’ll attack me. ("It was homework, shithead." or "Hurry up and open the door" – "I am, be patient"- "Stop being an irritable bitch.")

In other news…

If I went to University of Minnesota there’s the possibility that I could take a train home for Thanksgiving and Christmas. Of course, there’s always the possibility of taking the bus or carpooling with someone else from Colorado, but I’m going to ignore those options because I’m in a romantic mood. How fucking Hollywood would that be to take the train home and greet my family while it snows at the station. I know it’s not like that these days, but I can dream. Anyway, I’ve just had that image in my head for the past few days, thought I’d share it.

Me: Where to now?
Tamara: Wanna go read porn in the library?
Bwahaha! I love lunch with Tammy.

Hobo boy has learned not to beg from us at Sonic anymore. It’s almost too bad because Tamara had prepared a lovely speech about captialism for him.

Kelsey took my picture for the school newspaper today. I’m touching palms with this other girl to show how people greet each other in…Zimbabwe? Maybe? I dunno. Kelsey’s just a chicken and uses her friends as models for her pictures.

I have been drinking coffee every morning for about a week now. Shit. I’m totally addicted, but I love it. Love it. Love it. Love it.

It was supposed to snow today at 6:00, but that never happened. Damn. It’s time for some white fluffy stuff; I’m not used to seeing the ground completely this far into November.

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November 10, 2008

U of M that’s my vote

November 10, 2008

*hugs* I’m sorry she makes you feel that way. You deserve better than that treatment.

Sisters suck. At least you’re not breaking fragile objects and getting all up IN each others faces. Yet. 😀 Just a wee bit o’ humor. Do you WORK at Sonic? ‘Cuz I have only just picked up on that. Sonic is good stuff. Dude. NO! BAD! BAD, LAURA! No caffeine addictions for you! It’s just because I’ve been in healthcare for this semester and we learned all about the “evils” of caffeine addiction…

November 11, 2008

…just don’t O.D. 🙂 RYN: Thanks for the genuine concern. I think you might be the only person that picked up on it not being my problem, but still sucking either way. Kudos! *

November 11, 2008

December 19… and my birthday is december 10. go me! what a nice birthday present to myself

November 11, 2008

Maybe your sister will grow out of it. I don’t know, just offering some hope. lol. But seriously, if you haven’t gotten your period you need to see the doctor about it. Not trying to scare you, but something could be wrong. So please take care of yourself. For my sake, because I am very fragile and couldn’t handle the shock if anything happened to you.