How could you

How could you?…How could you do this to us Dad?  Greg and I don’t deserve this. What about Mom! What about Hayley Dad? What about Hayley! AHHHHHH I am so mad right now. The last few days have been too hard Dad, TOO HARD. Your lucky Greg and I are such good kids…

This is too hard to write, the tears are blinding my vision. My anger is blinding me from being rational…

I don’t care when this started, why this happened, but it doesn’t matter. What I know now about you and all your lies, your disgusting habits, are being guarded secret by your only two sons…the two REAL men in the family.

Im usually one to enjoy secrets, but this dad, this is just awful. its a dark, and destructive secret to your sons and family.

YOU BASTARD! AH YOU FUCKING BASTARD….Greg can’t handle this!! How could you be so uncareful and sloppy? greg’s mind can’t handle this! he is doped up enough on medications and this is not healthy for him.

You know Dad when Lauren told me one day that I will never be my father I was a bit offended…Now she couldn’t me more right…I will never be you dad.

your lucky were strong and such good brothers…

you know what’s the worse Dad? You dont even know we know and we’re going to keep it that way for the sake of the fucked up family we already have…You have an 11 yr old for christs sake!

How could you Dad? How could you?

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June 8, 2007

hey man, just saw you on the front page, i have no idea whats happened, but well, i dont even know what to say.. i just wanted to say something to let you know someone was here..

June 8, 2007

*random note* i don’t know what happened, but i hope your family will survive it. take care of yourself.

June 8, 2007

*random noter* I hope everything with you and your family works out! I hope some of your pain lessens.

June 8, 2007

*HUGS*

June 8, 2007

Chris, I don’t know exactly what happened but just know I’m here for you always. If you ever need to talk I’ll be there. From what I get from reading this, I can say Lauren is right…you are strong and caring and nothing like what youre describing here. I have seen the love you have for your brother and sister and I know you will get through this and so will they with your love and support.

June 8, 2007

You are an amazing person…I’ve told you that before and I will always think that. Seriously though, if you need anything I’ll be there in a second. I love and miss you.

June 10, 2007

oh no chris….im gonna call you tomorrow so you can talk if you need to.

June 11, 2007

hang in there, kiddo. its hard keeping horrible secrets and carrying such a burden for the sake of your family–but sometimes you just have to do it. At least you have Greg to share it with and help cope. I hope things start looking up for you. xoxo