seductive secrets

     It can happen so suddenly, so unexpectedly, so extraordinarily. It begins with a glance of admiration, an eye of approval, of existence, of unquestioning curiosity. It grows. It takes on a form, a pattern, a direction of behavior that is entitled to a road of limitlessness. A secret. No, a seductive secret. They can be so tempting, so mind blowing, so erotically fulfilling. …the deception, the lies, the truth behind a mere untruthful facade we may live in. If living is to succeed and to be bounded by the fantasies in which we deem appropriate, when do we have the right to step outside these boundaries in exploration? In search of the in-between…  

     "mind the gap," as the old saying goes- the distance between life as we dream it and life as it is. Well, what is within this distance? What is this distance between that which enriches you with pleasure, that which delivers those animalistic, erotic, and sensual impulses throughout our bodies? Is it the sight of another human comprised by mysticism in the flaunt of their swagger? Is it the overbearing aroma of an ambiance so familiar, yet so obtrusively alerting? Whether it be the sight, the smell, or the awareness of another, we all have secrets. We all possess internal keepsakes guarded and secured by our own demise. Open these pandora-like boxes, and perhaps your demise will ensue…

     It’s difficult to guage the limits a human is restricted by. Our ego may falter as we make rather impulsive, yet truly life changing decisions; however, it’s these decisions that color the life we live. We all have broken these restrictions, and have engaged in outside-of-the-box experiences that this inner cubical mass of monotony that consumes us would disapprove of.

     There is a reason scandals and downfalls of humanity in others attracts me so, I can only hope these fateful attractions will conclude questions about my life, about life as I dream it, as well as life as I live it…

"People anguish for years with partners who are clearly from another planet. We want so much to believe that we found our other. It takes courage to recognize the real opposed to the convenient."