Bullets

-This will be crowded because I’m too lazy to add line breaks.
-Great pad Thai makes me happy, ridiculously so. My favorite Thai restaurant was back in Tennessee. It’s taken me 3 years to find an equivalent here but it’s…better than the Knoxville place. It hurts me to admit that because I loved them but sweet Jesus the new place is amazing. Cute, little Thai couple that haven’t been here long. It makes me even happier because I love supporting small business.
-Trying not to worry about the bean. Felt some movement a week ago and now nothing for a week. I know the possibilities. Baby moved, placenta moved, uterus moved. But with all my sickness gone I’ve got nothing for reassurance. Next midwife appointment in a week and a half so that’s what I’m going to focus on.
-Had a huge blow out with my mom last weekend. We’re tentatively speaking. She told me she loved me two days later and wanted to make sure I wasn’t upset but she didn’t apologize. Heard from her yesterday because needed an address I had for something I asked her to ship awhile back. I don’t know. That’s worth an entry but I find my head edging back under its rock. I just don’t want to deal with it. So maybe I won’t. It’s not helping my anxiety any that the last day I felt movement was the day we fought. I know it’s a crazy theory but I keep wondering if my over the top stress at that moment did something. I know, I know, I know. I don’t need a bunch of notes telling me I’m nuts on this one but it’s where my head goes.
-Incredibly grateful for Zac lately. He’s been the epitome of wonderful. It’s hard to even list everything he’s done. I want to find a way to thank him. I’ll be working on that.
-Saw William Shatner live Tuesday night. That was surprisingly awesome. He was hilarious and touching. It’s the oddest thing to say about Shatner but I left the show inspired by him.
-This inversion can go to hell. My nose is constantly bloody (sorry, gross, I know) and now crazy news articles have me convinced the baby is going to grow a third arm and have a Forrest Gump IQ if it doesn’t clear soon. I’ve got enough going on.

-I’m so over school. 5 more weeks and I’m DONE. I can’t wait.