Here we go again

Had one of those random urges to pee on a stick yesterday. It was lunch and I realized I had 20 minutes before I had to get back to work. It’s the same thing that happened to me last time actually. I ran to the same store, bought the same tests but I did use a different bathroom. And….positive. It was faint but there.

I wasn’t overjoyed like last time. Happy but not overwhelmed. I immediately ran out and called Zac, then text Lainea. I keep testing to make sure I didn’t imagine it. I have moments where I am really, truly happy and others where I’m almost neutral. I think I’m just scared at this point. Dubious even. I’ll keep testing to make sure it sticks initially, call the doctor on Tuesday (my day off) and see what they want me to do.

Wow. That’s all I can say. Just Wow.