Hey every1.

Hey guys. I know I haven’t written a real entry in a while so I just figured that I would. Kaylyn is a month old now and things are going great. I love being a mom (most of the time) it is really fulfilling. It’s way amazing to hold your baby in your arms and hear her laugh for the first time or see her smile for the first time. I can’t even describe the way I felt when Kaylyn first smiled at me and then when she laughed oh wow.

Things are looking up for me I was slightly depressed there for about a week or two but I’m all better now. I’m happy and life feels full again for me. For a long time I didn’t feel like I had any worth at all in the world. Well then I had my georgous daughter and that thing I always felt like I was forgetting just wasn’t there anymore.  Even though I don’t sleep all night long like I used to cause I have to wake up with my daughter  it dosen’t really bother me much. 

So I guess it’s safe to say that I love life again! And that is the greatest feeling in the world!  Well every1 It’s getting late and my baby just went to sleep so I’m gonna get some too. Goodnight.