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So for those of you who read my last entry. Dave and I have not talked and are not going to because he just dosen’t want to because he thinks that Robert is a threat (which he is) but he’s now in jail and probalby not going to get out for a very long time. You see Robert called me from the holding Cell at the county jail at Six o clock about mmm I want to say 4 days ago and told me that he was there. I asked him why and he said he got into a fight. Then he said with a deadly weapon. So baiscly he told me that his charges were Assult with a deadly weapon. I was just like oh. He said hopefully I’m out b4 the baby’s born I said yeah. But I was really thinking yeah right with that charge you won’t be.  And I heard some interesting info about him today which I cannot disclose but needless to say I’m gonna go and have a talk with the DA.

On other news I finally figured out exactly what I want. I want to be single for a while because I have a bit of insecurity issues that I need to handle b4 dating anyone because I know that if I were to date either of the guys I like right now that once I got my security back I’d drop em like a bad habbit. I know that probably sounds horrible but It’s true. And I don’t want to hurt either of them so I told one of them that I am going to tell the other one probably in the morning. Oh and my best friend Kat is so excited to be the baby’s godmother she keeps telling me to hurry up and have the baby. Then she rubs my belly and says you need to come out allready damnit! lol It’s funney.

My nices birthday was on saturday we had a big birthday party for her it was so fun. She couldn’t belive that mommy and daddy were actually letting her eat cake. She had so much fun. She was out like a light before we could even get her into her carseat on the way home.

Lets see what else is new umm have I mentioed that I have a car now. A Suzuki Esteem. It’s white and it gets awsome gas millage. My parents are wonderful. The only other two cars I had I paid for. But since I’m pregnent and have to rely on transportation to Dr’s appointments they bought me a car.

Oh yeah and I got my two friends together. They were too shy to tell eachother that they liked eachother.  So I told them both and then they started dating. About a week ago it became official they are boyfriend/girlfriend now. Oh and they are great together too. And he treats her so well which is awsome. Oh and did I mention he’s very good with her son. She has a 4 month old son and she was kinda dating this other guy and she said that her son didn’t take to him very well but when he met her "new" boyfriend that he took to him faster then you could blink. lol.

I also had this dream lastnight about my ex not the baby’s father but another ex. It was weird. I haven’t thought about him for so long. I was suprised at my dream when I woke up this morning. I dreamed that he came over to my house (I don’t live where I did when we were dating) and confessed his love to me and appologized for not calling when he promised he would for lieing to me that one time and for hurting me. And then he said that he wanted to get back together with me and then we kissed and I woke up. And even right now it seems weird to me cause like I said I haven’t thought about, dreamt about or even seen this guy in along time. Well it’s getting late I should go.