Omg omg I’m back!!!!!!!

So here I am. And there is so much to say but once again I’m not sure where to start.

I’m so stressed out and worried about so many different things that I don’t have the words.

I’m still working on cleaning this damn house and no one it freaking lifting a finger to help me.

My office is almost done. I’m so excited.

I finally told HER that I loved her as more then just a friend. There’s a different tone to her voice now when she says it, but she said she’s not sure if she feels the same. But there is a softer tone that I’m not sure how to interpret. It’s like all of a sudden there’s more depth more emotion being put into the words. She’s talking about trying to bring me out to visit.

I have an interview for a part time job doing janitorial services on Monday. It’s hours are after the shift of my full time job. We’ll see what happens. I need two jobs so I can make payments on my license and to the vet.

Gonzo (my chi), got very sick. Had to take him to the vet, he’s got problems with his teeth. They put him on antibiotices, anti-inflammatory meds, and then when that wasn’t cutting it I was told to give him some of my    Gaba penguin for the pain. On our recheck  they pulled two teeth, however, he has to go back in for oral surgery and will probably loose all his teeth. It’s  freaking a small fortune for both his stuff and my license.

So those are the important updates for now.

Breath, breath, get mad, breath.