quick update

wow its been a while again since ive updated. alot has been going on. im not with Jon anymore…havent been since May 29 or 30th…cant really remember lol. I never went to see him in June….got my money back from the hotel (thank god). I don’t even talk to him anymore cuz hes a fucking jackass that thought he could get pissed off at me cuz I found someone else right after we broke up and he realized that he lost me….IDIOT! so yeah I dont talk to him anymore. I’m dating a guy named Joe now. hes pretty cool…but deff taking it really slow with this guy…I like him but really dont have feelings for him yet…well besides the attraction and wanting to dating him…I dont have the “love/butterfly” feelings for him yet…we will see if I ever get them for him. IDK! but yeah we’ve been dating since June 15th. hes a good guy. 11 months younger then me…which isnt much but sometimes I feel like hes so much younger then me lol Im so use to dating older guys…I have never dated anybody younger then me so its a little different. He turns 21 in Aug. so Im suppose to be going to his home town with him for his birthday weekend….we will see if I actually go.

well anyways just wanted to update…going to Chicago for a week and half next week! CANT WAIT!!