After 4 months!

OMG I can’t believe I haven’t been on and updated since Oct. ALOT has happened. To clear something things up from the last entry I made…I’m not talking to any of those guys anymore haha.

Christmas was really good. My grandparents gave me a trip to CALI for my gift this year! I actually leave this friday [2-19-10]. SO EXCITED! Went to VA in Jan for 2 weeks. Had an AMAZING time there. Got another tat while I was there with my best friend [Amanda]. We got it on our right foot. Its the Celtic symbol for sisterhood.

I’m still working non-stop. Getting tired of working where I’m working tho…tired of the bullshit and drama that is ALWAYS there.

As for the boys. Eric turned out to be this dumbass that was really clingy. I hate ppl that talk about stuff they have NO clue about and they think they are so smart for talking about it. Scott, I just stopped talking to one day and didnt really like him anyways. Matt pissed me off while I was in VA. He was cold and boring.

So right now I’m not looking for anyone. I like being single and not having to take care of someone…or have to deal with all the bs that comes with being in a relationship. I don’t want to deal with the heartache when I fall for someone again and then it turns to shit ONCE AGAIN! I think I’m done with relationships for good. I had a good guy once and I let him go cuz I was young, stupid, and didnt know what I wanted or what I had. It’s to late now and I’m ready to face that. It’s taking me a few years but I know what I had now and I’d rather be alone.

Well I think that wraps it all up in a nutshell. Later Guys!