age doesnt matter

so its been a while again since i wrote. not a whole lot going on. just working and going to class and hanging out with a few ppl i meant a couple weeks back.

talking to a couple ppl. Matt [still], Eric, && Scott. Matt is the one in VA. Eric lives like 20 mins away from me hes 21. && Scott lives like an hour and half away from me in La Crosse and im not gonna get into how he is haha lets just say hes older then me. && if anyone knows me knows i deff go for ppl older.

Scott is really cool though. yes I do like him but if nothing happens between us then I know I will still have him for someone to talk to. I have told him so many things that only a few ppl know about. I NEVER talk to ppl on the phone when I dont have anything to talk about but with him I can stay on the phone with him for HOURS on end and talk about nothing && have an amazing time!!! the other night we talked for 4 hours on the phone && hardly talked about anything important lol. But yes I do like him…alot actually && I do really like that even though he likes me alot as well he wants to take it slow just like I do. He was married once so hes not into rushing into a relationship and getting married again, which I LOVE! I want to be with someone when Im ready, I want to find someone that is there for me and hes really been there for me lately. I was having the worst day the other day && he called me and within a min he had me smiling.

anyways, works been a DRAG! its either were REALLY effin busy or completely slow && i wanna shoot myself.

well im off to bed.