good guy or bad guy

so lifes pretty much great right now. im talking to 2 guys right now. which is AMAZING cuz im not tied down but also feeling strong feelings for them. but then theres this other guy…. his name is joshua. well hes my friends best friend. and they use to be in a band together. well i added their band on myspace and they are really good but some things happened and zach [my friend] had to leave the band. well i had added joshua on myspace as well. and we havent really talked but ive seen him a couple times around town. and ive always thought he was cute. well he came into work today with two of his friends, which one of his friends i guess use to work at my work but quit before i started working there so everyone at work was talking to him and his friends including joshua was just standing there chilling. well i knew i recognized him but i didnt wanna be the dumbass and be like your joshua right?? lmao so i didnt say anything to him except take his order. well he kept staring at me and smiling. and him and his other friend came up to the counter and kept asking questions and then they would say a few things to themselves but then look at me and say something to me and then smile. and im like uhh wtf lol.

ok so im sure your like whats the problem… ok so most of you or some of you know im not very religious actually hardly at all. and well hes a christian. his band is a christian band. and even tho he looks like hes kinda interested and yes hes got tats and stuff and looks like he likes some of the same music as i do idk if i could ever date him. cuz hes gonna want me to go to church with him and i dont think i can. i went to church with heather while i was in alabama and i wanted to shoot myself. no offense to everyone that is religious its just not for me and i have my reasons. but at the same time i kinda wanna give him a chance if he wants one. main reason is cuz hes something i havent dated before…hes different then my usual type. i like the bad guys and maybe i need a semi good guy lol.

i commented him on myspace tonight and was like so random question but were you at my work today in eau claire. lets see if he msgs me back or not. if he does imma start talking to him.

hopefully things go good even if we just become friends.

other then that nothings really been going on. school starts on the 2nd. kinda excited about that. been spending a lot of time with my cousins since i got back from my trip to see heather. work still sucks. but what you gonna do?? really cant wait for my bday. betsy at work was like girl were gonna party it up on water street for your bday i was like of fucking course dude! everyones invited that is old enough!

well i think im gonna get in the shower and then hop in bed. seeing one of the lovers tomorrow…ALL DAY! mhm i love being single lol.