a wake up call sooner or later

so my best friend has been waiting me to come down to AL to see her for a while. she even said she would pay for some of the fees to come down. well i txt her yesterday to see how shes been cuz we hadnt talked in a few days. she txt back saying “are you coming to see me soon.” i told “i couldnt” and shes like “what you mean you cant” and i told her “i dont have the time right now.” well then shes goes “does this mean i have to be the one to come up there to see you.” and i was like “if you want.” and she goes well it seems like this is a one way relationship its either she travels or she never sees me.” which pissed me off. she doesnt understand that i dont have the time cuz i work ALL the time and im starting school june 8th. also i pay bills…i have my own apartment [i dont stay with my aunt and uncle], i pay electric bill, i have cable, phone and internet bill, i pay for groceries, gas, anything i need for the apartment, anything that happens to the car or anything else. i have so many bills to pay each month.

i dont have the time and i deff cant afford to miss work right now. and i dont think she understands that. hopefully she learns sometime when she finally moves out on her own.