41 more days!!

 41 more days until i leave germany 

as you can tell i got mixed feelings…oh man in november…i couldnt wait until i left cuz then i could be with heather again…but then i started to hang with chris, leah, and ash more and were all best friends now..and i love them to death!! and im gonna miss them like crazy when i leave. were already greadding the day i leave. i was talkin with tarah about leaving and chris was like NOOOO!! and our teacher asked me when my last day was i was like idk either the end of may or beginning of june and chris FREAKED out. she was like omg your leaving in may. and i was like no im just leaving school. but im gonna still be in germany so we can see each other. but OMG…im gonna definately cry when i leave. i dont usually cry when i leave ppl or AT ALL…but they must really mean something if i already know im gonna cry…you know??

i wish germany was like only an hour away from the states so i could come visit all the time. but OH no…its 9 to 10 hours away!! AHHHH!!!! its gonna be sucks…but i gotta go. i need new clothes and i need a cell and i need just stuff that i cant really get over here. i also would like to drive. but i cant over here!! so there is some good things come out of moving back. but i will never forget my time here. it has been GREAT and i love it here. ive been thinking…i might move over here when i get older. i wanna have my kids over here. if i have kids lol!! i havent told anybody that!! so you guys are lucky.

and HEATHER…dont freak out about that lol. i just want my kids to have a better education then in the states. and no i havent talked to scott about this. but i will.

well i better go. take care you all.

much love!!

~meg~